kakak, adik nak cuci tangan tu

hyeee ..

Assalamualaikum ..

eheee ...

blom papa dah gedik

well ,

aritu lepak kat McD dgn encik boyfriend n kwn beliau beserta gf nya skali ..

McD kat CP tu je pown ..

hah CP tu apa??

CP tu City Plaza r ..

bajet org hat xdok aloq stuck baca bloq aku

lpas dh hbes mkn (makan tak hbes pown sbnarnya) 

aku bgn r nak p cuci tgn ..

cuci tgn kat sinki tula kan ..

sinki kat situ ada 2 ..

1 rendah cket n 1 tggi cket ..

aku guna yg rendah cket tu ..

well bknnya aku xsmpai nk guna yg tggi cket tu ..

tpi yela , xbaek riak kan ??

kan kan kan ???

masa tgh cuci tgn uh aku nmpk r sorg bdk pompuan bdiri kat blakang aku uh ..

umoq dya dlm drjh 1 mcm tula kot ..

aku nmpk dya sbb tgk dlm cermin la ..

bknnya aku ada mata kat blakang kpla ..

dlm hati aku dok berkira-kira r bdk nie nak cuci tgn ka nak memaen ..

well bdk2 kan xreti dduk diam ..

kalau bwk p mkn pown asek nk bejalan sana cni ..

aku nk tnya tpi aku tkot satg dya xmaw ckp dgn aku ..

haa malu la nnt ..

ttba encik boyfriend mai secara mengejut lalu bertitah ,

"nie kakak, adik nak basuh tgn tu"

secara spontan aku pown tersengih ..

disebabkan aku feminin, maka aku xla tersengih mcm kerang busuk ..

aku tersengih la mcm tiram yg berisi mutiara indah ..

acewwaahhh indah la sgt ...

aku bkn nk cita psal mutiara pown ..

lpas aku blah bdk tu pown p cuci tgn kat sinki yg rendah cket tu ..

so mmg betoila dya nk cuci tgn ..

aku pown xpham knpa otak aku lmbt sgt nk intepret bnd tu ..

memalukan la jgak ..

dhla kna tegoq sedaih. "kakak, adik nk basuh tgn tu "

terserlahla ketidakpekaan aku terhadap kanak2 ..

mesti bdk tu dlm hati dok kata "eh kakak nie pnya common sense mmg fail lah "

tpi dya tu pown satuuuu ..

awat dya xmai bgtaw aku yg dya nk cuci tgn ..

haa ..

kalau dya malu aku lg r malu nk p tnya dya ...

dlm hal nie aku mmg slahkn org yg buat sinki tu ..

buat jela dua2 rendah cket ..

xda r bdk tu nk berebut sinki dgn aku ..

aku pown xtaw apa motif aku dok crita sal bnd nie ..

sekian ..

kbai~

RINDU LAGI

Assalamualaikum ..

selamat hari raya ..

:)

di setiap penghujung ramadhan ..

syawal pasti datang ..

membawa seribu erti ..

bersama kerinduan yang amat dalam pada lelaki itu ..

namun segalanya dipendam di dasar hati ..

lalu menangis lagi tanpa sebab yang jelas ..

bersemadilah dengan aman ..

semoga ditempatkan bersama yang beriman ..

AL-FATIHAH~

I don't give a ****

I don't care what YOU say about me .

I don't even care what YOU think about me .

I just don't .

and yes, we are different .

because I'm independent .

I worked hard for my own money .

unlike YOU, spoiled brat !

and even though YOU have got everything that I have to live without, it's YOU that I feel sorry for .

because honestly, YOU are so pathetic .

haveaniceday~

Bazaar

hye ..

n assalamualaikum ..

rasanya ni 1st entry kot since ramadan ..

well , aku bz ..

haha bz la sgt ..

dh smggu puasa nie adala bbrapa kali aku p bazar ..

obviously, bazar ramadan la weyy .. 

aku slalu p bazar yg kat Stadium Darulaman uh .

mmg ramai org la ..

nama pown bazar ..

bkn library ..

setiap kali p situ, aku terpaksa bertabah mengharungi lautan manusia dan kepulan asap2 yang menyesakkan paru2 serta jantung aku yg sihat nie ..

bila dah ramai org, bykla gelagat manusia yg kita boley nmpk ..

aku tgk ada yg mcm .. urm .. 

buatkan aku berkata .. "motipp??"

sebagai contoh ..

belangkas2 made in Aloq Stuck ..

aku xtiauu la depa nie pasangan kekasih merpati dua sejoli ka ..

pasangan baru kawen ka ..

lantaklah kn ..

yg aku musykil, pasaipa p bazar pown jalan kepit2 pastu dok pegang2 tgn ..

pastu jalan mcm kura2 cirit-birit ..

MOTIPP??

weyy tmpt tu nama dya bazar bknnya shopping mall ..

nk becinta p tmpt len la ..

tmpt yg pnya sesak mcm tu pown depa boley dok jalan mcm dok menghirup udara segar dan haruman bunga di taman plak ..

org len yg nk cepat tu hangpa xpikiaq plak??

tekedek-kedek jalan ..

yg keduaaa ..

ibubapa aneh made in Aloq Stuck ..

aku bkn saja2 kata depa aneh tpi depa mmg aneh pown ..

adaka patut baby hat xbuley bejalan lg tu depa bwk p bazar ??

mmgla aku xda anak lagi tpi common sense la weyy ..

baby baqhu besaq tu hang bwk p bazar hat penuh sesak tu??

dhla tempat tu penuh asap ..

asap kot weyy bknnya bunga ..

kesian la kat baby tu ..

sesak nafas xpasai ja .. dhla berpeluh-peluh bdk tu sbb tmpt tu panas pastu ramai org ..

yg lagi best depa bwk stroller lagi ..

mcm nk p shoping brg baby kat kedai Anakku ja.

dhla tmpt tu sesak dok p bg tmbah sesak lg dgn stroller anak hianngg tu ..

xpaham aku depa tu ..

tpi siyes r kesian kat baby tu disebabkan keanehan mak bapak dya ..

maybe baby tu pown dalam hati berkata ..

wahai mak dan ayah, MOTIIPP??

yang ketiga ..

photographer sesat made in Aloq Stuck ..

tetiap kali p bazar mesti nmpk org dok gantung kamera dslr .

usung kamera tu pi mai pi mai kat bazar tu ..

aku xtaw la depa ni mmg keja ka saja2 nk p amek gambaq ka ..

aku pown x sure lahh ..

tpi mcm ..

urm ...

MOTIPP??

dahla ckit2 ..

satg nmpk mcm org loq stuck ni pelik sgt plak ..

yg pntg byk mknan kat bazar pastu byk sdap2 ..

pastu byk yg xda masa time len tpi bulan posa org juai ..

tu ja aku suka ..

yg penting lg, jgn membazir ..

beli ckit2 sudah ..

semua tu nafsu semata-mata ..

ahahahaha ..

kbai~

L.I.F.E

have you ever wonder what exactly you want in life ?

sometimes you just wanna be happy .

but maybe some people think that you don't deserve to be happy .

so they keep hurting you over and over again .

when the roads get tough .

then you will realize how cruel life can be .

don't expect too high .

prepare to be hurt .

prepare yourself to feel disappointed .

because life is not always great .

sometimes it's cruel .

  Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not realDidn't you feel me lock my arms around you?Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry thereWaitin' outside thereGrinnin' with a lost stareThat's when I decided
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
You, you need to listenI'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you placed beside youTo take somebody's place?When you turn around can you recognize my face?You used to love me, you used to hug meBut that wasn't the case, everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry thereWaitin' outside thereGrinnin' with a lost stareThat's when I decided
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
You, you need to listenI'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loudCryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loudOpen your eyesOpen up wide
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?If you don't care, then I don't careWe're not goin' anywhere
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?If you don't care, then I don't careWe're not goin' anywhere
those lyrics ..really suits how i feel .kbai~

ghost from the past

I saw her today .

yes I saw her .

for the very first time .

and i really hope it was the last .

please go away .

leave this planet .

I don't ever want to see you again anywhere .

it's an old story yet I still feel insecure .

but I'm holding him tight and I'll never let him go .

I just want to forget all those painful memories.

so please go away you ghost from the past .