i'm not that lucky

i juz dunno wat to say....

hard to fall in love.....

but once i did...hurm (faham2 larr)

hard to 4get everything.....

i know i really have to move on.....

it's not that easy but i'm still trying.....(i mean trying so hard...very hard)

then i tried to...urm....like....open my heart to someone else....

adoi....at first,,urm...quite ok.but then...huh idk....

i just can't....maybe still xjmp da rite one kot.....(sorry)

wonder y i have to go trough all this......

trying to pretend that everything is goin rite but of course it's not...

wish 4 someone who can kiss away all the pain....

still hoping 4 a perfect ending 4 my fairytale....

an ending like..."and they lived happily ever after"

i'm not sure if it's gonna b dat way....but i really hope so..

and.....

Dear (YOU),,

i juz want you to know that.....

over and over

i tried,,

and over and over

you lied,,

and over and over

i cried,,

and i dunno y...

maybe the answer is simple...

~I'M NOT THAT LUCKY~