.

gila

semua ni gila

aku stress la gila

aku asa nk hntak kpla ak kat dnding ja

D.U.G.A.A.N.

dugaan..

lagi..lagi..lagi...dan lagi..

x henti2...

x putus2..

hanya mampu bersabar..

bertahan...

semua ni ada hikmah..

tunjukkan aku jalan terbaik Ya Allah..

tabahkan hatiku...

kuatkan semangatku..

hanya pada-MU tmptku meminta..

berharap...

bersandar...

permudahkanlah segalanya...

semoga aku tetap tenang menghadapi segalanya...

Amiin~

B.E.R.T.A.H.A.N.

Ya Allah teguhkan hatiku~

selagi aku mampu bertahan

aku akan tetap disisi

menemani hari2 sepi

melayari segala bahagia dan duka

menjadi pendengar yang setia

teman yang bermakna

tetap ada setiap ketika

biar beribu penipuan

biar beribu pengkhianatan

biar berkali diperbodohkan

biar aku dianggap bodoh

biar aku dituduh naif

biar aku dikatakan buta

tak pandai menilai kaca dan permata

biarkan....

tiada ruang untuk penyesalan

ini pilihanku

aku akan tetap disini

selagi aku mampu bertahan

rasa hati

apa perasaan anda tatkala menatap foto ini??

aku xtaw nk kata apa...

tpi mmg cdeyy..

tgk bdk2 kcik mcm nie..

kesian sgt2...

tgk ja terus nangis..

xtwu knapa tpi air mata ni ttba ja jatuh bila tgk gmbr ni..

ttba mcm emo lbey2 lak...

mgkin sbb rindu adik2 kat umah..

ashraf,dariah,faris,naufal...

aku pown xtaw napa aku uat entry nie....

yg pasti aku nk cepat smpai kat umah..

jmpa mak n adik2...

dh rindu sgt2 dgn semua...

*menghitung hari nak balik umah~

D.O.U.B.T.S.

DISTANCE DOESN'T RUIN RELATIONSHIP.

DOUBTS DO.

PHYSICALLY ALIVE EMOTIONALLY DEAD

salah aku ka sbb cpt terasa??

 salah aku ka sbb jeles xsemena??
 salah aku ka sbb nk ambk siyes semua bnda??
salah aku ka yg nk check semua akaun dya??
salah aku ka bila terasa??
salah aku ka??salah aku ka??
salah aku kot..
sapa suh cari pasal..
sapa suh nk tgk sgt chat history tu semua..
tpi mcm xptot ja..
knpa nk ckp mcm 2 dgn kwn2 kat blakang aku..
seronok sgt ea??
asa mcm style uat mcm 2??
mybe semua tu mcm graw ja..
tpi aku terasa weyy..
jgn buat aku rasa mcm aku xpntg..

I don't want to share you!!!

super duper awesome fieldwork!!!

last weekend ada fieldwork kat Tasik Chini taw..
seronok...sgt..sgt...sgt...tpi mmg penat la kn..
lpas balik dari Tasik Chini tuh..g Ulu Bendol lakss..
ehee..best taw weyy..sbb g ramai2 dgn classmates...
mcm2 uat kat sana..naek bot kat tasik tu..mcm2 lglah..
malas nk cita byk2..nk tunjuk gmbr2 saja..ehee...

keselamatan diutamakan.life jacket jgn lupa.haha

teropong phytoplankton..haluih weyy..

Uma n me

my group-mates..ngee

nk tgkap bentos..

tpi xdpt..hehe

semua org happy..kn??

kumbang sesat.xtaw mai dari mana.

pling best merapu dgn bdk neh..ahaha.

kak Araffah n Ain


2 jela nk cita..nnt ada fieldwork lg..beta story2 lg okayy..tadadaaaaaaaaa

dinner lageeeyyyy

hyep!!

hmm ni nk cita sal dinner lg..

xhbeh2 cita sal mkn free ni kn..

alaa dh org ajak mkn,,mkn jela..

rezeki jgn ditolak..ahahaha

xlarat nk cerita la...

tgk gmbr jela eh..heee...

haha..itulah cerita kali ini..aaaababababaiiii...

boley x??

oit2....
nk jmp hari2 boley x??

kalau xboley...urmm...

nk skype hari2 boley x??

boley x??
nk jgak mcm ni hari2!!!

hee~

kbaimuah~

P.E.R.A.S.A.A.N.

bukan marah..

cuma sedikit kecewa...

dan terlalu sedih..

='(

R.A.S.A.

hey all.......

dh lma xhapdet blog nie...

ttba arini rasa nk muntahkan cdey aku kt cni..

hurm...kdg2 xsemua yg kita nk kita ley dpt..

xsemua org akn ikot ckp kita..

uat apa kita suka n tggal apa yg kita xska..

tpi boley x jga hti aku cket??

dh sah2 aku xska hg uat mcm 2..

tpi knapa uat jgak??

aku bknnya kebal,,xda perasaan..

weyy aku pown reti skit ati jgak la..

dhla tipu aku..jgn r uat aku cm ptung weyy..

aku anak org..bkn anak ptung..

asa cm xpntg ja weyy..

who am i to u??

mgkin cuma sebahagian kecil yg xbegitu pntg..

ada xda sma ja..

myb law xda lg bgos kot..

weyy aku xsuka dgn semua watak2 tmbhan yg wjud dlm cerita kita..

aku xska..aku xska...

weyy aku xda pown dok p nangis kt org len..

yg ada pown kt kwn2 pompuan ja..

tpi npa hg cm dok mengaalu-alukn org mai dok nangis kt hg..

nk jd counselor lak??

aku xska weyy...

aku xtaw mcm mna nk ckp kt hg..

nnt hg asa cm unk jaat la..loser la...

dats y xnk bgtaw ja trus..

ke aku yg salah??

aku bkn nk cntrol hg weyy..tpi aku asa sapa2 pown xska kalau mcm 2..

xtwu...tpi aku cdey...

myb aku wjud kt dunia nie smta-mta tuk nangis sbb hg ja kot..

hg plak wjud kt dunia ni tuk uat aku nangis..kan weyy??

*myb aku perlu lbey byk bersabar..or myb aku ptot give up ja..

='(

One In A Million

I love this song n the lyrics...

Been all over the world 
Done a little bit of everything 
Little bit of everywhere 
With a little bit of everyone 
All the boys I've been with 
Things I've seen it takes much to impress 
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby. 

I could be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, boy) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do is working 
Other boys don't matter 
In your presence can't do what you do 
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you 

Boy you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 

You're not a regular boy
You don't give a damn about the loot 
Talking about I can't do for you 
But you can do for yourself 
Even though that ain't so 
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end 
But that independent thing I'm with it 
All we do is win baby 

I could be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, boy) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do is working 
Other boys don't matter In your presence can't do what you do 

There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you 

Boy you're so one in a million 

You are 

Baby you're the best I ever had 

Best I ever had 

And I'm certain that 

There ain't nothing better 

No there ain't nothing better than this 

Boy you're so one in a million 

You are 

Baby you're the best I ever had 

Best I ever had 

And I'm certain that 

There ain't nothing better 

No there ain't nothing better than this 

Boy you're so one in a million 

You are 

Baby you're the best I ever had 

Best I ever had 

And I'm certain that 

There ain't nothing better 

No there ain't nothing better than this 

:)

PENYESALAN

kdg2 saya xfkir pnjang bila nk buat or ckp apa2.

bkn kdg2 la..actly slalu la jgak.

bila dh jd mcm 2,,adala pihak yg terasa n sakit hati.

yes Mr. double A,,u're rite.

IT'S COMPLICATED

n we're making it even more complicated.

knapa slalu jd mcm 2??

my fault??

myb yess...well idk..

tpi ada gak r asa menyesal ckp semua tu.

mmg sgt menyesal pown..happy2 ja tdi kn??

suddenly jd mcm nie.semua sbb saya tnya bkn2.

ckp bkn2..tuduh bkn2..silly me..

i should have faith in you..sorry..

dh byk kali la jgak kn jd mcm nie??

kt mna mslahnya??DOUBT???

yela kot kan...

i'm sorry..sorry 4 everything..

just hoppin that things will get better soon..

i'm goin back on tuesday..

really hope to spend some time with you..as planned..

if it's still possible..

xtwu apa nk jd lpas nie...i hurt you..terok2 pnya kn???

hish tah papa r...

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry.

how i wish suma 2 xpenah tjdi pown.

tpi bnd dh jd kn,,taley patah balik dh.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry.

dah,nk solat subuh pas2 nk doa byk2....

so that everything will be fine n back to normal as soon as possible.

ameen....

~assalamualaikum~

Last Paper

Assalamualaikum n hyeee...

nk cita bahawa esok adalah paper yg terakhir tuk final sem nie...

yeeeeehaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!

dan paper tersebut adalah TITAS...

Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia...

lbey krg mcm belajar sejarah larr..hehe

lihat di bawah ini ea...

inilah dya buku yg segak bergaya..haha

dan pada hari selasa nk balik umah dh..

Aloq Stuck oii,,aku nk balik dh nie!!!!

hhahaha ekksooooiiited gteww..

dh rindu sgt...sgt...sgt...kat umah n family...

xsabaq dh nk jejeak kaki kat aloq stuck nieh..

lalalala...

rindunya dgn mak... :')

rindu bdk2 nakal ni jgak..

sabaq sat,,nk balik dah..hehe

itu saja nk habaq p habaq mai..tatatititutu~

i love reading this

He's not perfect.You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect.But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can.He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break.Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give.Don't analyze.Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.Love hard when there is love to be had.BECAUSE PERFECT GUYS DON'T EXIST.BUT THERE'S ALWAYS ONE GUY WHO IS PERFECT FOR YOU.

-Bob Marley-

can't wait to get home.imy~

penderitaan aku sem nieh

assalamualaikum n hye semua org..
seyes xda mood geyla weyy sbb paper arini..
exam beh pkul 10.30..
pkul 11 aku smpai bilik..
xsempat tukar baju,,buka tdung ja n trus bumm kt atas katil..
nangis la aku sorg2..kesian aku kn??
ok fine,xkesian sudah...
nk twu aku exam apa??math la weyy...

ni la bukunya??lawa kn??lawa saaaangat!

mmg xboley tebal lg ke encik buku??

aku guna ke bnd ni tdi??mcm x je..

seumur hidup aku xpenah confident dgn sbjek nie..
tpi dh aku gedik gak ambk bdg sains maka terpaksa la aku ambk math gak..
dhla kt lam exam hall 2 kiri kanan aku bdk chinese..
chinese dhla terer math weyy..mmg psycho la kn??
yg belah kiri aku bdk cina pompuan...
belah kanan bdk cina laki..
ahh xkira la laki ke pompuan yg pntg depa mmg pandai math kn???
yg bdk laki 2 dhla kuar awl kowt..
aku bwu tehegeh-hegeh nk jwb,,dya dh siap dh..otak cap apa tah..heran aku..
yg pompuan 2 plak asek menulis mengira x brenti2...
apa yg byk sgt dya tlis tah...2 pown aku eran gak..
pas2 bdk2 yg suka mnx ketas tmbhan plak tah apa yg depa tulis smpai xckup ketas tah..
yg 2 pown aku eran..pelik la depa..ka aku yg pelik??
smlm dh nangis terok2 sbb tkot sgt..nangis kt mak n "Mr. Him"...
dua2 pown mcm ckp bnd yg sama..jgn nagis,buat btol2..
tenx mak layan prangai ngada anak mak nie..syg mak byk2..
tenx jgak kt Mr. Him sbb layan ja aku nyer ngada2 n prangai bdk2..
pas2 tenx sbb tdi pg tlong kejutkan...even kena call byk kali..ngee~
call yg 1st tu dh bgn dh actly...okay tipu ja 2..
tenx jgak kwn2 yg mendoakan...
mnx maaf la law nnt result xseperti yg diharapkn...
aku tawakal ja sknk..dh usaha dh kn...
hurm 2 ja nk cita kot..pasni TITAS lak..
relax la cket sbjek 2..pas2 aku dh boley balik umah n lupakan sal exam smpaila result kuar...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!ok bye~

CRAVING

bila std mesti lapar...

pas2 teringin mcm2... 

kalau kat rumah kan best...

kalau skali petik jari semua nie kn dpan mata kn best...

sila menikmati ea...ngahahaha....

choclates,,nyum2..

cheesecakes..yummy

spaghetti..sluurrppp

pizzaaaaaaaaaa

urmm.marshmallows

gummies..miemiemie

ice-cream..wow

doughnut..

milkshake..wuwuwu

fruits salad

saya bosan jadi saya mcm xda keja dok update belog ini.harap maklum.kesian terima kasih. :)