Bazaar

hye ..

n assalamualaikum ..

rasanya ni 1st entry kot since ramadan ..

well , aku bz ..

haha bz la sgt ..

dh smggu puasa nie adala bbrapa kali aku p bazar ..

obviously, bazar ramadan la weyy .. 

aku slalu p bazar yg kat Stadium Darulaman uh .

mmg ramai org la ..

nama pown bazar ..

bkn library ..

setiap kali p situ, aku terpaksa bertabah mengharungi lautan manusia dan kepulan asap2 yang menyesakkan paru2 serta jantung aku yg sihat nie ..

bila dah ramai org, bykla gelagat manusia yg kita boley nmpk ..

aku tgk ada yg mcm .. urm .. 

buatkan aku berkata .. "motipp??"

sebagai contoh ..

belangkas2 made in Aloq Stuck ..

aku xtiauu la depa nie pasangan kekasih merpati dua sejoli ka ..

pasangan baru kawen ka ..

lantaklah kn ..

yg aku musykil, pasaipa p bazar pown jalan kepit2 pastu dok pegang2 tgn ..

pastu jalan mcm kura2 cirit-birit ..

MOTIPP??

weyy tmpt tu nama dya bazar bknnya shopping mall ..

nk becinta p tmpt len la ..

tmpt yg pnya sesak mcm tu pown depa boley dok jalan mcm dok menghirup udara segar dan haruman bunga di taman plak ..

org len yg nk cepat tu hangpa xpikiaq plak??

tekedek-kedek jalan ..

yg keduaaa ..

ibubapa aneh made in Aloq Stuck ..

aku bkn saja2 kata depa aneh tpi depa mmg aneh pown ..

adaka patut baby hat xbuley bejalan lg tu depa bwk p bazar ??

mmgla aku xda anak lagi tpi common sense la weyy ..

baby baqhu besaq tu hang bwk p bazar hat penuh sesak tu??

dhla tempat tu penuh asap ..

asap kot weyy bknnya bunga ..

kesian la kat baby tu ..

sesak nafas xpasai ja .. dhla berpeluh-peluh bdk tu sbb tmpt tu panas pastu ramai org ..

yg lagi best depa bwk stroller lagi ..

mcm nk p shoping brg baby kat kedai Anakku ja.

dhla tmpt tu sesak dok p bg tmbah sesak lg dgn stroller anak hianngg tu ..

xpaham aku depa tu ..

tpi siyes r kesian kat baby tu disebabkan keanehan mak bapak dya ..

maybe baby tu pown dalam hati berkata ..

wahai mak dan ayah, MOTIIPP??

yang ketiga ..

photographer sesat made in Aloq Stuck ..

tetiap kali p bazar mesti nmpk org dok gantung kamera dslr .

usung kamera tu pi mai pi mai kat bazar tu ..

aku xtaw la depa ni mmg keja ka saja2 nk p amek gambaq ka ..

aku pown x sure lahh ..

tpi mcm ..

urm ...

MOTIPP??

dahla ckit2 ..

satg nmpk mcm org loq stuck ni pelik sgt plak ..

yg pntg byk mknan kat bazar pastu byk sdap2 ..

pastu byk yg xda masa time len tpi bulan posa org juai ..

tu ja aku suka ..

yg penting lg, jgn membazir ..

beli ckit2 sudah ..

semua tu nafsu semata-mata ..

ahahahaha ..

kbai~

L.I.F.E

have you ever wonder what exactly you want in life ?

sometimes you just wanna be happy .

but maybe some people think that you don't deserve to be happy .

so they keep hurting you over and over again .

when the roads get tough .

then you will realize how cruel life can be .

don't expect too high .

prepare to be hurt .

prepare yourself to feel disappointed .

because life is not always great .

sometimes it's cruel .

  Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not realDidn't you feel me lock my arms around you?Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry thereWaitin' outside thereGrinnin' with a lost stareThat's when I decided
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
You, you need to listenI'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you placed beside youTo take somebody's place?When you turn around can you recognize my face?You used to love me, you used to hug meBut that wasn't the case, everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry thereWaitin' outside thereGrinnin' with a lost stareThat's when I decided
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
You, you need to listenI'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loudCryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loudOpen your eyesOpen up wide
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?If you don't care, then I don't careWe're not goin' anywhere
Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone
Why should I care?If you don't care, then I don't careWe're not goin' anywhere
those lyrics ..really suits how i feel .kbai~

ghost from the past

I saw her today .

yes I saw her .

for the very first time .

and i really hope it was the last .

please go away .

leave this planet .

I don't ever want to see you again anywhere .

it's an old story yet I still feel insecure .

but I'm holding him tight and I'll never let him go .

I just want to forget all those painful memories.

so please go away you ghost from the past .

aku,saya,kami,fatimah

Assalamualaikum .

hyeeee .

well, disebabkan aku bosan lagi so aku update lg blog sememeh nie .

aritu kn aritu kn ..

ada org kata bila aku guna kata ganti diri "aku" kt blog nie mcm kasar la .

rasa mcm tgh ajar tatabahasa la plak

tpi aku selesa mcm tu nk buat mcm mna kan .

org tu kata bila guna "aku" nnt org mcm xmnat nk baca n follow blog kita n bla3 .

weyy!! blog nie blog aku .

blog ni tmpt aku conteng2 psal bnd2 dlm hidup aku .

bnd happy bnd sedih bnd xbrapa happy bnd xbrapa sedih semua aku conteng kat cni .

aku buat blog bkn nk suh org rmai2 follow .

ckupla aku boley share psal hidup aku dgn kwn2 aku yg follow blog nie .

aku bkn nk kumpul follower buat koleksi .

nk guna "saya" ??

siyesly aku penah try tpi aku asa mcm formal sgt .

mcm xbest la nk cerita2 .

so aku xguna "saya" 

nk guna "kami" ??

ototototo mcm comei sgtla plak .

plus , "kami" tu dok guna masa ckp dgn senior or junior kat skola dlu2 .

kikiki .

xknla nk tulis kat blog nie pkai "kami" plak .

nk guna nama??

siyesly ??

org tu ckp suh guna nma so xbnyi mcm kasaq sgt .

mslahnya aku asa mcm supergedik plak kalau guna nama .

ouhhh nonononono ..

kalau dgn org yg lemah gemalai yg baek2 gteww boley lah aku gagahkln diri ckp pkai nama .

mslahnya aku bknnya taw pown sapa baca blog aku nie .

bajet mcm ada org baca ja. puiiii

so last2 aku asa "aku" jgakla yg plg sesuai dgn aku .

ha tudiaa3 belit2 dh ckp .

so xyala nk suruh2 aku tukaq cara aku mnulis kat blog nie .

obviously ni blog aku so suka hati akula .

niway tenx la sbb "caring" kn .

kuikuikui..

so kalau nk baca tu bacala .

kalau xmaw sudah .

aku xpnah paksa xpnah suruh org follow or baca blog nie .

aku suka tulis2 apa aku asa .

apa yg jd kat aku .

xla semua, sbb masa aku bkn untuk blog nie ja .

tpi at least ada tempat aku nk muntahkn apa aku asa .

dh merapu dh nie .

ok nnt aku conteng2 ag .

kbai~

I won't give up

Assalamualaikum .

hyeee .

hellooooo .

ollaaaaa .

hehe .

well, aku bosan la gak kat umah nie .

so aku baru teringat sal sumtink .
aritu ada "sum1" post 1 vid kat wall fb aku .

video clip lagu "I won't give up" by Jason Mraz .

and to be honest ,that was the 1st time aku dengar lagu tu .

xya nk ckp aku slow okay??
1st time aku dngr lagu tu aku dh mcm jatuh chenta la kn kat lagu tu .
lirik dya sgt awwww sweet ..
so here's the video and the lyrics .

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

soooooo sweet kn??
kan kan kan??
ahahahaha kbai~

DREAMLAND

hye .

Assalamualaikaum .

today i'm feeling gedik n i just can't help it .

ni semua sbb last nite pnya cerita .

so last nite we talk on the phone .

n .. n .. n ..

urm .. it makes me feel gedik today .

make sense?

haha whatever .

i love it when *he talks about our future planning .

all those pets , mini zoo , mini library n bla3 .

i just love to hear everything he said .

don't ask me why .

hey even I can't figure out the reasons .

but who cares .

as long as we are happy , that is more than enough for me .

I don't mind if *he keep telling me the same things for thousand n thousand n thousand of times .

bcoz I love to hear those dreams again n again n again n againnnnnn .

n my eyes were wide open whenever he start telling me bout those beautiful planning for us n our future family .

plus , i can't wait to see him bcoz he promised to draw our "dreamland" for me .

cheewwaaahh , dreamland u oollss .

see?? I'm being super gedik already. 

enough of my gedik .

well i'm trying to say that i am very very very happy !! 

and gedik

and .....

to "Mr. you know who you are" ,

just tell me about those beautiful planning everyday .

bcoz i really love to hear them again .

n it makes me feel happy

and gedik as well

i won't get bored , i promise .

that's all for now.

kbai~   

p/s : iloveyou